After more than thirty years of focusing on concentration in my meditation practice, I've become a believer of broadening into mindfulness.
That is, being aware of whatever is there -- the point of my previous post about my can't-miss meditation approach.
Repeating a mantra is a common concentrative technique. So is following the sensation of one's breathing. Nothing wrong with this. Concentration is good. It's how I'm able to focus on writing this blog post on my laptop while distracting sights and sounds abound in our kitchen as my wife putters around.
But here's the thing: I know what I need to do with my laptop. I have a clear goal, and a clear means of attaining it. Thinking thoughts, then typing them out on a keyboard while viewing a computer screen.
As noted in my whatever... post, looking for the big picture truth about ultimate reality, or even regular reality, is a very different proposition. If we're honest, we have to admit that we don't know what we're looking for. Nor what we might find.
Theories abound concerning the nature of god, highest truth, the foundation of existence, buddha nature, divinity, or whatever other name we might give to what, if anything, lies beyond everyday awareness.
Nobody knows for sure, though, which of these hypotheses are correct. Or if any are. Religious believers typically assume that some dogma is The Final Truth, then follow whatever practice their chosen religion enjoins. However, they can't be sure they're on the correct road to ultimate reality.
In their meditation they might keep their eye out for Jesus accompanied by a host of angels. Or for a turbaned guru sparkling with mystical beams of light. Meanwhile, who knows what they might be missing? Such as, reality.
In "Mindfulness in Plain English," Bhante Henepola Gunaratana explains why Buddhism considers broad-minded openness to be better than narrowly focused concentration.
Meditating your way through the ups and downs of daily life is the whole point of vipassana. This kind of practice is extremely rigorous and demanding, but it engenders a state of mental flexibility that is beyond comparison.
A meditator keeps his mind open every second. He is constantly investigating life, inspecting his own experience, viewing experience in a detached and inquisitive way. Thus, he is constantly open to truth in any form, from any source, and at any time. This is the state of mind you need for liberation.
...Mindfulness is a broader and larger function than concentration. It is an all-encompassing function. Concentration is exclusive. It settles down on one item and ignores everything else. Mindfulness is inclusive. It stands back from the focus of attention and watches with a broad focus, quick to notice any change that occurs.
...Mindfulness is more difficult to cultivate than concentration because it is a deeper-reaching function. Concentration is merely focusing the mind, rather like a laser beam. It has the power to burn its way deep into the mind and illuminate what is there. But it does not understand what it sees... Mindfulness can make you free.
This fits with what neuroscientists have learned about the right and left hemispheres of the brain.
The right hemisphere looks broadly at the world, aware of what is actually there. The left hemisphere takes that right hemisphere awareness and zeroes in on specifics, analyzing, breaking into parts, focusing on certain things while ignoring other things.
Both mindfulness (right brain) and concentration (left brain) go hand-in-hand in everyday life. For animals as well as humans.
For example, a bird searching for seeds on the ground keeps one eye broadly mindful of approaching predators, who could come from any direction (hawk from on high; cat from behind a bush), while the other eye focuses on food right beneath its beak.
When it comes to a sought-for ultimate reality, though, we really don't know what we're looking for. So mindfulness of whatever is a better approach than prematurely assuming that we can be sure in what direction we need to look, and what we'll find there.
For me -- and, yeah, I readily admit that this may sound weird -- there's a certain delicious sense of eroticism to this whole mindfulness thing. Being much more of a sensual feeling than a logical thought, it's hard for me to describe what I mean.
A metaphorical image comes to mind... feel free to substitute your own object of desire for my female example.
She's there. Somewhere. At least, I'm pretty sure she is. Can't know for certain. It's just a hunch. Supported by some free-floating evidence.
Tales abound of a beauty who frequents these woods. Nobody has seen her up close. Nobody has captured her with a photograph, much less taken her by the hand and brought her into town for all to see.
Yet the stories are alluring, albeit with few commonalities. There's no agreement on what she looks like, where she lives, how old she is, how she moves through the forest without being seen.
But she is said to be more beautiful, more desirable, more ravishing than any other woman. One touch from her, one embrace, and you will never be satisfied with anyone else. One night with her... ecstacy beyond imagining.
So she's worth the search. A lifetime of searching.
Problem is, the search is complicated by additional tales that have the ring of truth, given her elusiveness -- even after so many have sought her in so many ways during so many years.
She can be... whatever, whoever, wherever, whenever, however she wants to be. If you look for her as "this," it's said that you can walk right by her, because her guise at the moment is actually "that."
Further, even if you catch a glimpse of this captivating creature, she can alter her appearance in an instant. She can tease with a distant vision of an unclothed curvaceous female beauty, then become a dry leaf beneath your feet.
Or, not. It's up to her.
Or possibly to you, though nobody knows for sure what draws her to become the lover of someone who pursues her. Assuming this has ever happened. Again, we're talking about tales, not truth.
There's no right or wrong way of searching for such a beauty who has never been found.
(Rather, we should say, "proven to be found," because what happens in that boundless forest stays in that boundless forest, which is why the tales of her incomparable eroticism are both so tantalizingly believable and so ridiculously unbelievable.)
Seekers of her argue interminably about her nature. Forays into the wilderness where she is said to roam are never-ending. Everyone has their own favored paths, viewing platforms, blinds from where she might be seen.
Me, I have my own way. I wander through the forest, enjoying myself, looking around just as I would if I were on a casual stroll. Yes, I have her in mind, but mostly out of mind. If she appears, I'll be joyful. If not, I'll still be happy.
It isn't in my hands to lay hold of someone so difficult to embrace. Likely, if I'm ever to become her lover, it will be on her terms, not mine. All I can do is show her that I'm in the forest, pleased to make her acquaintance if she chooses to befriend me.
Assuming she exists. I'm not sure of that. It simply pleases me to think that maybe, just maybe, she is aware of me seeking to be aware of her. If that's as far as our relationship ever will progress, well, that's good enough for me.
Because I enjoy wandering aimlessly in the forest more than sitting purposefully at home. The searching is the thing, not the finding.
Mindfulness is more difficult to cultivate than concentration because it is a deeper-reaching function. Concentration is merely focusing the mind, rather like a laser beam. It has the power to burn its way deep into the mind and illuminate what is there. But it does not understand what it sees... Mindfulness can make you free.
Mindfulness and concentration are
certainly woven together but I don't believe mindfulness will free you. To be mindful there must be some level of concentration as he says. But, if a zombie wakes enough to open his eyes, he may not bump into so many walls but there's no real freedom. He remains a rote actor in a nightmarish play. And even if a genie makes the zombie a big more mindful, he'll always be waiting for concentration to open the next door before he can fully awaken. Call it spirit or god or whatever ...but something or someone behind the curtain has to gift him before he can ultimately be free.
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Posted by: Dungeness | October 24, 2012 at 02:10 AM
But she is said to be more beautiful, more desirable, more ravishing than any other woman. One touch from her, one embrace, and you will never be satisfied with anyone else. One night with her... ecstacy beyond imagining.
So she's worth the search. A lifetime of searching.
Sounds like Hell to me. Mindfulness of the body can lead to freedom from eroticism; it is not the best approach to replace spiritual yearning with this one. And by "best approach" I mean, an approach that will free you from being led around by your dick. As well as other biological drives.
Mindfulness doesn't wipe away biology, but it can reveal our bodily yearnings to be nothing more than that. There's yearning, and then there's cultivation of yearning. If you want to be truly trapped by sexuality, make this story your focus. Otherwise, just look at those bodily functions and try to see them for what they are. Which, in my opinion, is not nearly worth a lifetime of searching.
Posted by: Scott | January 24, 2013 at 11:33 AM
Scott, did you notice the word "metaphorical" before "image comes to mind"?
I think this is an accurate metaphor. Anyone, including you, who is searching or yearning for... something... who isn't satisfied with life as it actually exactly is at this moment, who finds comfort in the thought "there is something more" -- that's who my metaphor is talking about.
Which, in my opinion, includes every person on earth.
Posted by: Brian Hines | January 24, 2013 at 11:45 AM
No, I actually am satisfied with life as it actually is at this moment. And one reason is that I don't chase unattainable erotic nymphs through the woods of my psyche, metaphorical or otherwise. If you think you can chase them metaphorically and not find yourself searching for them in reality, you are kidding yourself.
There may be comfort in the thought that "there is something more." But that doesn't change the fact that there is nothing more; what is, is sufficient.
Mindfulness was taught originally as a way to this understanding. It works.
Posted by: Scott | January 24, 2013 at 11:55 AM
Scott, I agree with you, up to this point:
One of the most respected writers on mindfulness, Bhante Henepola Gunaratana, who I quoted in this post, says "Mindfulness can make you free."
Similar statements are found in the whole mindfulness literature. After all, if we already had everything, and didn't need to search for anything, what purpose is there in practicing something called "mindfulness"?
The fact that Buddhists and others advocate mindfulness shows that ordinarily, minds aren't mindful. So we lack mindfulness.
Like you said, mindfulness is a way to understand we don't lack anything. But until we get over a lack of mindfulness, apparently we can't know that we don't lack anything.
Posted by: Brian Hines | January 24, 2013 at 12:30 PM
I agree with your last comment completely. But we do not have to stay stuck in that unsatisfactory state of lacking in mindfulness. There is, in fact, a path that leads to freedom, and it includes a practice of mindfulness.
Buddha taught that there are four ways to undertake something, based on the character of the beginning and the end. Things can be undertaken in a way that is painful at the beginning, and results in pain; or in a way that is painful in the beginning and results in happiness; or in a way that is happy in the beginning but results in pain; or in a way that is happy in the beginning and ends in happiness.
Relating the spiritual search to eroticism, and enjoying that pleasurable association mentally, is undertaking the search in a way that is happy at the beginning, and leads to pain.
I have found it true, for myself, that renunciation can help immensely in reaching mindfulness and the happiness that comes with it. This is not because the attachments we have to pleasures are evil, but simply because they do not result in happiness over the long term.
By cutting through those attachments -- a process of more than one step -- we see through the illusion that, for example, ecstasy of the body/mind can substitute for mindful happiness.
There is a yearning for spiritual happiness, but that yearning is very different in character from the yearning for the ecstasy of the senses; it is a yearning to be free of delusion and painful attachments. It is, rather than libidinous, a kind of grief. That kind of longing for freedom can lead to the freedom of renunciation, and mindfulness practice is key to that whole process.
I can, of course, only speak for my own experience here. Everyone has to take their own road, where ever it leads them.
Posted by: Scott | January 24, 2013 at 01:44 PM